Thursday, February 26, 2009

The curious case of benjamin Button

Nice show... nice love story... nice pictures.... nice everything....
I like it.... watching shows make me happy... I should have watch movies more
often... today I felt bored again... so I asked my brother out to have dinner and watch movie with me... I really wonder why I dont seem to have people asking me out.... no dates, nothing.... haaa .....i yearn for my hp to ring or to receive some msgs from friends... terrible.... haaa.....
anyway, glad that I just did what I did.... spend time watching movies rather than work.... I realise that I really think too much... I spend my time worrying if I have done the right thing that I miss out enjoying every moments.. oh... not everytime I will be like this.... just some days.... but serious.... I think too much... I should learn to enjoy and relax more!!!!
I want to learn more in life.... there's only one life that I live... Shirley... you have to live it with all you have, enjoy every moment, breathe and keep breathing, if I want to go to the SEAWORLD to swim with killer whales, do it Shirley! Why wait?? If I want to travel the world, do it Shirley? Why think so hard???
Life is too short thinking over whether I should or should not do certain things.... but of cos just as I have told my brother, we still need to think of the consequences of our actions.... if it doesnt involve or hurt others, then do it if I can.... =) Penang, I'm coming.... 30th April to 3rd May! Found Penang Christian centre! I'm coming on Sunday morning! =) Taiwan, I'm coming! and probably SEAWORLD, I'm coming! =)

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

The world suggests.....

The world suggests that I should be more open and especially in choosing my life partner... my partner neednt be a Christian... options will be more....

Many questioned me, why do I want to limit my choices to just christians?? The circle of choices become much smaller.... religion is not important, what is impt is the "spark" and love between the two. Christian marriages are not "divorce proof" anyway.

But my view.... no matter how the world may suggests.... how wide the door is to the easy way.... I don't want to compromise. No, I will not.

My future partner must be a Christian and someone who loves the Lord dearly.
Yes, no matter how hard it seems to find this perfect one for me... I know my time will come, my Lord has prepared the best one for me... I trust in Him....

Monday, February 23, 2009

February coming to an end

Wow, i have been so tired and busy this month.
Thank God that my appointment is postponed to 530pm later instead of 11.30am this morning. Giving me a chance to rest, to enjoy the breeze and send out all the emails that are long waiting to be done.

Hmm.... great weather! I am very very tired. Been working hard and studying too. Haven't see alot of results yet but I will jia you jia you jia you! =)
Finding myself sleeping late at 2am and it just make me sick!
I need to sleep by 12am and wake up by 7am. This is my promise to God, help me Lord! Forgive me of the times that I disobeyed and slept late again!
March is coming and I will not be late again! I will be a good girl. I will pray and read the words. Finding myself wanting to have a quality time with God but my habits of sleeping late is a big distraction! Jesus, sorry.
I will press in the most when I dont feel you the most.
I will press in till our relationship is mend and we become the best of friends again. I love you Jesus. Yes, my life yearned to be pleasing to You. I will live my life loving You and loving others.
Sometimes, I find myself a failure; in handling relationships with people, my own relationships. But 1 Corinthians 1:5 says "For in Him I have been enriched in EVERY way- in all my speaking and in all my knowledge."
Thank you Jesus, I neednt be inferior to think that I am not good enough, because I have been enriched in everyway in HIM. =)

I used to love to take pictures alot... but i find myself not very very keen to take pictures anymore. Lord, help me find back the reason to take pictures again. In You, I have been made strong! yes, I will be joyful... love to be in You..

Busy busy month.... had most meaningful Valentine's day serving God and His beloved people, enjoyed my fellowship with my Chinese YA people.....

Lord, I will pray and pray and pray and pray....
When the world fails, I will pray....
I love you Jesus.

Monday, February 9, 2009

I'm blessed! Thank you Lord

Thank you Jesus for always being with me and teaching me new things everyday. You are always with me and never fail me. Lord, you are so good. Even when the whole world is gone, your words remain. Thank you for reminding me that I have a beautiful bedroom, with many good friends who love me so much, I have all the bears bears with me, i have so many good memories of life, and I have You in my life.
I have many wonderful times recently with my cell people from the Chinese Ministry. No matter what happened, we are still brothers and sisters in Christ and that is for eternity! That is why its so important to love and keep on loving each others! Know a great mei mei from Taiwan, Xiao Bai. She's cute, considerate and mature due to her past experiences. Thank God for knowing another great friend and prayer warrior! Had the most enjoyable night at esplanade on Sat night! SO fun... i want more of such fun times! Wish Brandon is with us. Been praying for him. So Lord, bring him back to us. =)
I know you will bring him back and he is going to serve you in greater ways! Your promises are yes and amen! =)