It's July! Shirley press on!!!

Yup, I havent been blogging for a long time! That's bad. This means that I haven't had an inspiration or been doing my reflection for a long time.
The fact is, I am not in the mood of blogging. I think i have been through quite a stressful and teary May and June 2009.
Firstly, after getting the car, I lost a surposing "can be good friend" who inspires me to be better in life. That is sad. I went through a period of having to deal with the loss and in my loneliness, memories of Brandon keep coming back to huant me. I went through photos that we have taken... hundreds and hundreds of them.. and i couldnt believe that I have really lose him in my life. I haven't had the mood to take any pictures now... but im trying again. Those emails and memories... 3 years of going through sweet and trying moments with him... I didnt give up at all... but he did. He gave me up long ago.
Period of grieve, almost every week that I will break down and cry. It has been a year since he left and I am still grieving.
Shirley, move on! I know you can do it! You can do all things through Christ who strengthen me! Yeah.... Im doing well.... im getting better each day...
Secondly, after getting my car... i get stress with closing deals... as a results, I haven't break through to closing any life cases for the past 2 months! That is bad! Imagine with me, no sales for 2 months and Im getting stressed.
Time flies and July is here and 3 days have passed.
Im going to live my life. Im going to be better. Im going to start writing again, start taking photos again, start working hard and achieving my goals again, Im going to share God's love with people again, Im going to travel again, Im going to serve God's purpose in my life again!
Thank God for the chance to share Christ with Kelvin yesterday and lead him through the sinner's prayers. Yup, praise the Lord!
I feel most satisfied and fulfilled when I led people to Christ! Amen! =)
The whole heaven and angels rejoice!